So I don’t write here much because I really don’t write anymore. But for those of you who follow here is a special treat inside my soul.
I moved to a small little town in northern California after living my entire life in a bigger city in southern california. I am used to having friends and people who care about me around 24/7 and for the past year, I have not had that. I have lived as a hermit going through my days without causing waves; I go to work, go the gym, go to the grocery and the gas station too. However, I am not a regular customer anywhere. I made that a priority with a slight fear of being followed/ raped and pillaged by the fact that I am here alone with family on the other side of the state that I barely see or talk too. At work, I keep my head down and do what I have to do for my paycheck and bounce. You could call me a bme ( bare minimum employee). I don’t try talking to anyone and no one really talks to me unless it is about work. A lot of me being alone is my own fault. This is because my only reason to be here is for solitude to get my shit straight and get into the military. This all being said, someone noticed me. And it made me happy that someone was aware that I was there and that I was welcome there and that someone cared for me to be there.
